生命中不能承受的模型

在王頴的【生命中不能承受的煙】(Smoke) 一片中，Harvey Keitel 飾演一個煙草店的老闆。他每天都會在同一時間同一地點替自己的小店舖拍下一幅正門的相片，以便記錄下自己在這世界上擁有的一小角落。如是者多年來風雨不改地去做就拍了多本相簿的照片，雖然每幅黑白相都影著同一間店舖，但每日來往的人與物皆不相同，四時節氣亦變化循環，所以每一幅相片也並非完全一樣。也許每一幅照片沒有甚麼意義可言，更或者這個「嗜好」堪稱無聊之極，但在日積月累之下，相片中偶然會捕捉到一些朋友的踪影，甚至乎一些已離世的人也可以在相片中留下印記。

雖然這是一齣 1995 年低成本的製作，但多年來自己都很愛這套戲。(有興趣的卜友也不必去找，以我所知它沒有 1 區 DVD，我亦只擁有一隻 LD 矣。)喜歡它的原因有很多，而這個部份絕對是其中之一。這故事啟發了我一件事：無論是一件多麼微不足道，本身沒有甚麼意義的事，如果孜孜不倦去做的話，有朝一日也會浮現出另一些意思來。其實，砌模型也是差不多...

雖然大家砌第一件模型時的原因和環境也不相同，但恐怕都不會有甚麼大抱負大意義。有人怕麻煩沒有完成這第一件模型作品；亦有人完成後誓神劈願不再沾手；自然亦有一些朋友之後去完成第二件、第三件、...  砌模型與故事中拍照不同，砌模型的技巧會進步會變化，每天拍一幅相的技術要求卻相當少，所以砌出來的模型作品在技術改善下已經代表了一個進步的意思。而砌模型的我們因為可以自由選擇砌的事物和表現的方法，所以在長時間的發酵後，多年來的成品自然標誌了你是一個甚麼人。又或者說，你不是一個怎樣的人！

 

下表：未完成的存貨

Name	Scale	Grade	Manufacturer	Purchase Date
Base Machine Works	1:144		Bandai	1997
RX-178 Gundam Mk-II	1:100	MG	Bandai	1998/11
RX-78GP02 Gundam GP02	1:100	MG	Bandai	1999
MS-14C Gelgoog	1:100	MG	Bandai	1999
MSZ-006 Z Gundam	1:100	MG	Bandai	1999
MS-06J Zaku II	1:100	MG	Bandai	1999
RX-93 n Gundam	1:100		Bandai	1999
Scopedog	1:24		Wave	1999
RGM-79 GM	1:100	MG	Bandai	1999/05
RX-78-1 Gundam	1:100	MG	Bandai	1999/06
MS-06R1 Zaku II	1:100	MG	Bandai	1999/06
RX-78-2 Gundam	1:60	PG	Bandai	1999/06
MS-06J Zaku II	1:60	PG	Bandai	1999/06
MS-06R-1A Zaku II	1:100	MG	Bandai	1999/07
Shin Getter 1	1:550		Wave	1999/07
MS-09 Dom	1:100	MG	Bandai	2000/05
MSZ-010 ZZ Gundam	1:100	MG	Bandai	2000/09
RX-79(G) Gundam	1:100	MG	Bandai	2001
MS-07B-3 Gouf Custom	1:100	MG	Bandai	2001/03
Tod Vierres	1:72	HGAB	Bandai	2001/04
RX-79(G) Gundam Ez-8	1:100	MG	Bandai	2001/04
FA-010S Full Armor ZZ Gundam	1:100	MG	Bandai	2001/04
MSN-04 Sazabi	1:100	MG	Bandai	2001/04
RX-78-2 Gundam Ver. 1.5	1:100	MG	Bandai	2001/07
MS-05B Zaku	1:100	MG	Bandai	2001/08
RX-78GP03S Gundam GP03S	1:100	MG	Bandai	2001/10
AV-98 Ingram 2	1:35	MG	Bandai	2001/11
MSN-00100 Hyaku-Shiki	1:100	MG	Bandai	2001/11
MSZ-006A1 Zeta Plus	1:100	MG	Bandai	2001/12
VF-1A Super Valkyrie	1:72		Hasegawa	2001/12
VF-1A Strike Valkyrie	1:72		Hasegawa	2002/02
Tod Wrineck	1:72	HGAB	Bandai	2002/02
VF-1D Fighter Valkyrie	1:72		Hasegawa	2002/03
MSA-0011   S-Gundam	1:144	HGUC	Bandai	2002/06
MSA-0011(Ext)   Ex-S-Gundam	1:144	HGUC	Bandai	2002/06
AV-98 Ingram (Alphone)	1:35	MG	Bandai	2002/06
MS-06F2 Zaku II	1:100	MG	Bandai	2002/07
Dop (1:144, 1:100)		EX	Bandai	2002/08
AMX-004 Qubeley	1:100	MG	Bandai	2002/09
MSN-02 Zeong	1:100	MG	Bandai	2002/10
MSN-02 Zeong	1:100	MG	Bandai	2002/10
MSA-0011 S Gundam	1:100	MG	Bandai	2002/12
Type-J9 Griffon (Flight Type)	1:35	MG	Bandai	2003/01
Belldandy	1:8		Max Factory	2003/01
VT-1 Super Ostrich Valkyrie	1:72		Hasegawa	2003/02
VF-1S Fighter Valkyrie	1:72		Hasegawa	2003/04
VF-1J Max and Miria Fighter Valkyrie	1:72		Hasegawa	2003/04
VF-1D Fighter Valkyrie	1:72		Hasegawa	2003/04
VF-1J Battroid Valkyrie	1:72		Hasegawa	2003/05
VF-1A Fighter Valkyrie Angel Birds	1:72		Hasegawa	2003/05
RX-93 n Gundam	1:100	MG	Bandai	2003/05
VE-1 Elintseeker	1:72		Hasegawa	2003/06
VF-1A Super Battroid Valkyrie	1:72		Hasegawa	2003/06
MSA-0011 (Ext) Ex-S Gundam	1:100	MG	Bandai	2003/06
MSM-07 Z'Gok	1:100	MG	Bandai	2003/07
Sil Prein	1:8		A-Brand	2003/07
VF-1A Fighter Valkyrie	1:72		Hasegawa	2003/08
Takai Sayaka	1:8		Kotobukiya	2003/08
MSM-03C Hy-Gogg	1:144	HGUC	Bandai	2003/10
RX-78-4 Gundam	1:100	MG	Bandai	2003/11
RX-79(G) Gundam	1:100	MG	Bandai	2003/11
VF-1S Strike Battroid Valkyrie	1:72		Hasegawa	2004/02
VF-1A/J/S Battroid Valkyrie	1:72		Hasegawa	2004/02
Allone	1:144		Bandai	2004/03
Bal-Bud	1:144		Bandai	2004/03
Bat-Shu	1:144		Bandai	2004/03
Sonsaku Hakuhu	1:6		Kurushima	2004/03
Auge	1:100		Bandai	2004/04
Auge	1:100		Bandai	2004/04
RGZ-91 Re-GZ	1:100	MG	Bandai	2004/04
Rei Ayanami Race Queen Version	1:8		Kotobukiya	2004/05
XXXG-01W Wing Gundam Ver. Katoki	1:100	MG	Bandai	2004/06
RMS-099 Rick Dias	1:100	MG	Bandai	2004/06
RGM-79C GM Type C	1:100	MG	Bandai	2004/07
Enzo Ferrari	1:24		Tamiya	2004/07
RGM-79D GM Cold Districts Type	1:144	HGUC	Bandai	2004/09
RGM-79G GM Command	1:144	HGUC	Bandai	2004/09
Enterprise NCC-1701-E	1:1700		Bandai	2004/10
SH-3H Sea King	1:48		Hasegawa	2004/10
GAT-X105 Strike Rouge	1:100	MG	Bandai	2004/10
RMS-106 Hi-Zack	1:100	MG	Bandai	2004/10
RGM-79Q GM Quel	1:100	MG	Bandai	2004/11
Greia	1:144		Bandai	2004/12
Federal German Leopard 1 MBT	1:35		Tamiya	2005/02
Musai	1:1700	EX	Bandai	2005/02
Ball Ver. Katoki	1:100	MG	Bandai	2005/02
Zaku Warrior (Live Concert Version)	1:144	HG	Bandai	2005/04
PTX-016R Wild Falken	1:144		Kotobukiya	2005/07
VF-0D Delta Wings	1:72		Hasegawa	2005/08
SV-51g with Twin Booster	1:72		Hasegawa	2005/08
RMS-099 Rick Dias Quatro Custom	1:100	MG	Bandai	2005/08
MSM-04 Acguy	1:100	MG	Bandai	2005/11
AMX-107 Bawoo Production Type	1:144	HGUC	Bandai	2005/11
MS-14A Gelgoog (Gato)	1:100	MG	Bandai	2005/11
PanzerKampfwagon IV Ausf.E	1:35		Dragon	2005/12
RX-110 Gabthley	1:144	HGUC	Bandai	2006/01
Tachikoma	1:24		Wave	2006/01
Asajiri	1:700		Pit-Road	2006/01
MSZ-006 Zeta Gundam	1:100	MG	Bandai	2006/01
Wing Gundam Zero	1:100	MG	Bandai	2006/01
P-3 Orion	1:72		Hasegawa	2006/01
Tiger I Early Production	1:48	MMV	Tamiya	2006/03
RB-79K Ball	1:100	MG	Bandai	2006/04
West German Tank Leopard A4	1:35		Tamiya	2006/04
MSN-00100 Hyaku-Shiki with Ballute System	1:100	MG	Bandai	2006/04
C-130 H Hercules	1:72		Italeri	2006/04
PMX-001 Palace-Athne	1:144	HGUC	Bandai	2006/05
Gundam Astray Red Frame	1:100	HG	Bandai	2006/05
YMS-15 Gyan	1:100	MG	Bandai	2006/06
RX-178 + FXA-05D Super Gundam	1:144	HGUC	Bandai	2006/07
RX-178 Gundam Mk-II version 2.0 (Titan)	1:100	MG	Bandai	2006/07
MSA-003 Nemo	1:100	MG	Bandai	2006/07
PTX-007-03C Weisritter	1:144		Kotobukiya	2006/08
Perfect Gundam	1:100	MG	Bandai	2006/08
F91 Gundam F91	1:100	MG	Bandai	2006/08
RGM-79 Powered GM	1:144	HGUC	Bandai	2006/08
RX-121-2A Advanced Hazel	1:144	HGUC	Bandai	2006/08
Castrol Toyota Tom's Supra GT	1:24		Tamiya	2006/08
Mercedes-Benz SLR McLaren	1:24		Tamiya	2006/11
High Mobility Gyan Conversion Kit	1:100		G-System	2006/11
GAT-X105 Strike Gundam+I.W.S.P.	1:100	MG	Bandai	2006/12
YMS-15 Gyan	1:100	MG	Bandai	2006/12
SCV-70 White Base	1:1700	EX	Bandai	2007/01
Ramba Ral Commando Set	1:35	UCHG	Bandai	2007/01
TMF/A-802 Mobile BuCUE	1:144	HG	Bandai	2007/02
L-Gaim Mk-II	1:100	R3	Bandai	2007/03
Allone	1:144		Bandai	2007/04
Greia	1:144		Bandai	2007/04
Greia	1:144		Bandai	2007/04
Land Booster Spirit	1:144		Bandai	2007/04
Spiral Flow	1:144		Bandai	2007/04
G-Roon	1:144		Bandai	2007/04
Auge	1:144		Bandai	2007/04
L-Gaim	1:144		Bandai	2007/04
Novel D-Sserd	1:144		Bandai	2007/04
Ashura-Temple	1:144		Bandai	2007/04
L-Gaim Mk-II	1:144		Bandai	2007/04
L-Gaim	1:100		Bandai	2007/04
Hauptmann Grobdeutscheland Division (Karachev 1943)	1:16		Dragon	2007/04
WWII American Navy Pilot	1:32		Ultracast	2007/04
E.F.G.F MS[6] Platoon Briefing Set	1:35	UCHG	Bandai	2007/04
Orguss Tank	1:72		Imai	2007/04
VF-0A			Wave	2007/04
RGM-79Q GM Quel	1:144	HGUC	Bandai	2007/04
MS-06J Zaku II version 2.0	1:100	MG	Bandai	2007/05
Legioss AFC-01I Iota 3 Set	1:72		Aoshima	2007/05
Magella-Attack	1:177	EX	Bandai	2007/05
S.A.F.S. Space Type Fireball S.G.	1:20		Wave	2007/05
ZGMF-X20A Strike Freedom Gundam Full Burst Mode	1:100	MG	Bandai	2007/06
CF-18	1:48		Hasegawa	2007/06
Sturmgeschutz III Ausf. G Early Version	1:48	MMV	Tamiya	2007/07
EVA-01		HG	Bandai	2007/07
LAV-25	1:35		Trumpeter	2007/08
Holiday Summertime 2	1:6		Kurushima	2007/09
Mirage C05-Celena	1:72		Kotobukiya	2007/10
RGM-79C GM Type C	1:100	MG	Bandai	2007/10
MS-06F2 Zaku II (EFSF)	1:100	MG	Bandai	2007/10
Dr. Slump - Fantasy Lion			Bandai	2007/10
Dr. Slump - Fantasy Dragon			Bandai	2007/10
Dr. Slump - Ribugigo			Bandai	2007/10
Dr. Slump - Caramel-man No.1			Bandai	2007/10
ATM-09-ST Scopedog	1:20		Bandai	2007/10
Elefant	1:72		Revell	2007/10
Mirage C02-Uranus	1:72		Kotobukiya	2007/11
MSN-03 Jagd Doga	1:144	HGUC	Bandai	2007/12
Leopard 2 A6	1:35		Tamiya	2007/12
Tieren Ground Type	1:144	HG	Bandai	2007/12
ZGMF-X42S  Destiny Gundam	1:100	MG	Bandai	2007/12
Sousou Gundam		BB	Bandai	2007/12
RX-93-2 Hi-n Gundam	1:100	MG	Bandai	2008/01
MSN-03 Jagd Doga	1:144	HGUC	Bandai	2008/01
L-Gaim Mk-II	1:100		Bandai	2008/01

下圖：以前放過上來的一幅大合照